ever re-read what you've written?

dear blog - it's not a good idea to re-read things you've written becuase you usually sound like an idiot and you see the need to delete stuff. what happens when you delete stuff is that you end up deleting that moment of time as well. you don't just get rid of the words, misspellings, idiotic musings - you lose that feeling...that time.

so i woke up in the middle of the night having had a horny dream. TODAY that sounds fkn stupid but apparently the day after it happened it was important enough to me to jot it down. so i spewed a bunch of crap about my mother and sister in an angry tirade (we're still not speaking) - seems silly today to whine like a 12 yr old girl but that day - it meant something to me...enough that i had to write it down.

moral of the story - if you said it once, even if it was in a moment of anger, lust, eupohoric happiness....you probably meant it so don't delete it.