seeing what other people don't see....

hi blog,

i had every intention of going to bed before midnight but my second oldest daughter's netbook caught another virus (One of those viruses that tries to sell you virus protection).  i'm out of my league on this thing so i give up tonight and we'll try tomorrow, i guess.

i was on FB tonight and i enjoy reading other people's comments to photos, updates, posts, etc. i suppose that's what these networking hoohas are all about - being voyeurs.  tonight though my daughter (who just had a birthday) were sitting together voyeuristically looking at other people's facebook pages and almost at the same time we both said gasp - "she's flirting with ****!! gasp!  and then we looked through this person's FB some more and there was more flirting...by more than one person!!  blatent FB flirting.  we giggled and wondered if ****'s wife knew about it and then one (maybe two) posts **** flirted back - actually instigated the flirtation.  like omg!  so we assumed that either A) *****was flirting and not knowing it because it's on FB and B) his wife was/is oblivious to it (maybe cuz she liked it? lol)  we will definitely keep track of the flirting and keep you updated,blog.

i seem to have this little peeve.  it hit me tonight and i'm not sure it's jealousy or just a real annoyance.  this family on FB tells people on FB everything.  they really use the networking sight for all it's worth.  they make posts like "***got her period last night so she's not pregnant" and "i just went pee pee for the 3rd time today - i'll let you know ifi poop before dinner"....stuff like that.  today a few of them posted "blah blah family track day".   i've been on this "family track day" before being outside family and it's truly a nice time at the track.  the second elder generation go up to the race track at 5am and sit there all day long toensure the family has a picnic table and good views to the horsies walking by.  other family members show up periodically throughout the day and it'sa great day.  but whatkinda stuck out at me was the whole "family track day".  they have "family cape cod week" and "family bonfire day" and "family take a crap" day and i wonder.....what happens, if for whatever reason, someone doesn't get up to the track to hold the picnic table.  maybe they're in a car accident on the way and by the time they get there - there is no family track day. or what if they oversleep some morning or if they stay in bed cuz mr * woke up with huge morning wood and was bumping uglies with mrs * and she's on 5th orgasm before she realizes the track is full now and there is no picnic table?

i'm being silly of course, but why do they plan family time?  why can't/don't they just get up in the morning some beautiful hot august day and say "hey ya'll - we're going to the track...please come with us so we can have an even greater day!"  cuz doesn't it seem a little planned? a little precocious (?) a little bit like they can't have fun unless they google what fun there is to do in august and then call it a "family track day" (or "family fix the car day" or "family clean the toilet day".  just wondering, i guess, why the fun has to be announced and why it has a label.  why can't you be like nike and just do it.  just go the racetrack. you'll still have fun.

well, i medicated myself earlier and my arms are feeling rather heavy.  or is it my eye lids? idon't know. it was pretty scarey though - my opium can only be dispensed every 30 days and i'm short by 2 days (took extra while were on vacay so i wouldn't be the poopy party pooper)...thought for sure they wouldn't give it to me but they did.  also noticed (home, of course) that it looked alittle short of 300ml.  i don't know about that either.

i do know that i'm hot right now.  i'm fat and hot and i think i'm going to make a blog or clog about being fat and not wanting to be fat but not being able to eat the "right" foods.  omg, i said clog and i meant vlog.  hahaha.  but there are so many more variable that go into this soup besides "just push your fat ass away from the table and run around the block and you won't be fat anymore." but then i'm not sure i want people to read it so i'm stuck between soup and poop.  ha!!

and is it safe to say that i still hate my mother and my sister.  hate is a strong word and yes, i'm carrying a lot of childhood hate around with me but this is current hate too.  i can't get the words "i'm going to call child protective service on you for being a slob" out of my head.  omg.  now that's gonna be the last words i type before i go to bed.  if shelby wasn't sititng over there~~~~~~~~~~~> i'd look up leonardo dicaprio riding his motorcycle or something.

goodnight!  i'll see you in 90minutes to 2 hours.  no, i won't be back but i'll be up.  grrr.  yeah - meds. you know i like 'em.